Wreck

I'm impatient.
I'm too pessimistic.
I'm damn idealistic.

I fall too hard.
I don't know how to let go.
I'm in love with being in love.

I'm a sucker for romance.
I believe in fairytales and happy endings.
I just don't think they're applicable to me.

I'm as alone as a Hydrogen atom.
I'm as reactive as Francium.
I'm as negative as an Oxygen ion.

I talk a lot.
I laugh out loud.
I cry too much.

I'm utterly imperfect.
I'm a trainwreck.
I'm irreparably broken.

And the truth is I'm not looking for someone to fix me
Because I don't want to be fixed
This is me.
You either hate me or love me.